26 May ’19
so, in relation to my last post, taking the time out of the two days that i was at City Project to go to nationals for rowing was a really good idea because it was just the mental rest and physical exertion that i needed to put me in a better mental headspace for the next week of CP.
it actually made me consider whether or not i am extroverted or introverted because that which i really found rest in was sitting still, driving alone (for 12 hrs +plane ride), in quiet and in peace. i was able to recharge during this time because i had become so sensorially overwhelmed that i couldn’t enjoy anything – people and building relationships, music, reading, smiling – nada! but i took this time and rested and it was good.
about rowing, we didn’t do the bessssst but we did alright. i really think that my favorite part was just being able to have fun with the guys and enjoy this team into whom i have pour hours upon hours, trying to -and majorly succeeding in- develop meaningful relations:)
now off to NYC. ciao
bläk
